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In My Darkest Hours I Will Release My Light

by East Highland

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1.
Ghost 03:55
In passing, I'll see you and you'll see the ghost of who I was I'm shaking my sickly frame under sheets of someone else and it's desperate and it's violent, but it's something that I'm used to I'm frightened and I'm hiding from you and people that we knew// I'm on my way out// I'll carry my own torch and drop it burn myself alive cause in my darkest hours/ I'll release my light this riptide this current I'll swim against until I'm dead but I won't float and I can't sink 'cause I won't get off that easy// I'm on my way out// I'm not really here/ I'm just refracted light/ I'm the shadow in the water over everything/ you're a lucid dream/ you're a smoking gun/ a year of waiting and I'm still not hearing anything/ if I had a choice/ if I could see through you/ I'd let my darkness slip away and sing and bring in my light// Fuck. I'm on my way out
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Decathect 05:25
You were the son and you were the night and I've read your book over and over my youth was apropos// I tried so hard is redemption on it's way? our burdens beared I can see it in your teeth you keep running all these years and nothings gonna change and nothings gonna change// I can't explain how much it hurt or how disappointed I was// I tried so hard is redemption on it's way? our burdens beared I can see it in your teeth you keep running all these years and nothings gonna change and nothings gonna change// I'm not pure in the eyes of the Lord but what do I need His advice for? Oh, I prey I don't pray and I tried to reach you but it was fiction in disguise// I can't explain how much it hurt or how disappointed I was
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63 08:16
Hold on to yourself as long as you can 'cause once it's gone it's gone for good is this what you thought your life would be like? 21 on the edge// I want a vice I want a shield I want discretion in my life in my actions and decisions applaud my unveiling or stand aside and watch me hang// All I want is a moment of some brevity and clarity and understanding but it's not due and I can try to fight reality the reality that I'm alone and yeah they lied but the darkness isn't getting me anywhere// I've watched my dad decay calling into a hotline is this what he thought his life would be like? 41 on the edge// All I want is a moment of some brevity and clarity and understanding but it's not due and I can try to fight reality the reality that I'm alone and yeah they lied but the darkness isn't getting me anywhere// ALL I WANT// ALL I WANT//

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released January 29, 2013

Engineered, mixed and mastered by Jordan DiSorbo.
Album photo by Sean Casey
Album art designed by Denny McCarthy

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East Highland Toledo, Ohio

East Highland from Toledo, Ohio.

Sean Casey
Keegan McKenna
Tyler Cook
Jake Murphy

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